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even thougt I have the most wonderful persons around me, but I can't help by feeling alone.
cause your not here, my own grandmother, the best grandmother in the hole world.
I miss you so much. I just want you here on my birthday, when the school stops.
anything if it meant being close to you, feeling save in your arms.
I just miss you so much, and even though it's been a couple of months
I still don't wana belive it. still somethimes I think "oh, this will I tell grandmum"
but then when I stand there with the phone, I wake up again.
but I still feel pretty good that you don't have to suffer any more, you've find peace.
but I still feel a little angry why do the sickness has to came to the best of peoples.
I wonder if my life would have been different if you were still here, I guess it would..
It don't passes a day whit out me thinking of you, not one day when I don't feel the tears
in my eyes. I miss you so much I just wish you would came back, telling me that it
was just a bad dream. but wishes never come true, do they?
we need you, I need you grandma. but I hope you feel good in heaven. rip <3
I love you enormous    / emma.